Sweet Pusit ‘09

What’s with all the i miss you’s ha? Hehehe.. Am I the only one writing here? Peace out…

I last wrote you a letter way back highschool, and it had been years already since you had one from me. Although things didn’t happen the way we wanted them to, I know deep down in you, I am important and you value me as a person. It’s kinda ironic that the person I least expected to stay with me is the same person I’ll have for years and maybe forever.

You may say that you don’t know yourself, and I know you better than you do. Queng, you have to be SOMEBODY first before anyone sees your worth. What could be the reason why I’m still here? What could be the reason why I’m doing this? It’s simply because you’re SOMEBODY to me. And you are priceless. That’s how important you are, and you yourself should be the first one to realize that.

People just don’t see you the way I do. You simply can’t please everyone. Before you can even enjoy your life and what it can offer, you have to learn how to love yourself first. Because you’re the Captain of your ship, and no one, even me can make it better the way you can. I’m just here, your back-up, if you need someone to talk to.

You’re already 20 and pretty inside out. That is how I see you. So better be happy and appreciate yourself. They may say you’re weird, or you’ve gone crazy, but haven’t you thought that they said these because you’re not living according to THEIR NORMS?? Why don’t you try playing with your own rules? Who are they to please anyway?

Happy birthday, Queng. Love you.

These are the messages Queng sent me that I’ve saved. Hope she’ll appreciate this..

"I’ll be your friend til the end. That’s a promise and I plan to keep it no matter what. If someday our friendship would end, I’ll look back and remember the promise I made" - August 8, 2007

"You’re part of a puzzle of someone’s life.You may never know where you fit but othrs will fill the gaps in their lives with pieces of you. So if you run out of reasons to live, remember that someone else’s life may never be complete without you int it." - November 22, 2007

"Time may pass us by, and faith may naver be at our side. I’m still happy you’re in my life and I’m keeping you for the rest of my life, ‘cause I’ll be holding you close, close enough that nobody can take you away." - May 14,2007

"God in heaven, God above, please protect the friend I love. Sent with a smile, sealed with a kiss, I love my friend who is reading this" - August 16, 2006

Earlier this afternoon, Queng sent an SMS, saying she needed someone to talk to, and that she needs me. I don’t know what certain feeling there is in me that I started to worry of what her problem might be. Sisterly love or platonic friendship, I just don’t know. The only thing that I’m sure of is that I’ll always care for this peron and value her as who she really is. I know I don’t know her that well, because it takes a lifetime for me to really know her. That is one thing that I really appreciate. She continues to disclose herself to me. In every moment that we’re together, I’m sure I know her better than I do since the last time I saw her.

She’s the type of person that can surprise you any moment. A very unpredictable being (sometimes being misunderstood by others). I hate it when someone says she’s numb (manhid), because she’s really not. Her eyes could not lie of what she truly feels, and others just don’t see it the way I do. She’s just too extraordinary to fit in their ordinary world.

Hope you’ll love this song by N’Sync. Queng really appreciates this kind of music especially the one that I placed in my blog Cathastrophic Mediocrity. Hoping you’ll love this. I’m sending my kisses with this song. Love you always.

Can this be true
Tell me can this be real
How can I put into words what i feel
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I’m losing control
Never thought that love could feel like this
And you changed my world with just one kiss
How can it be that right here with me
There’s an angel
It’s a miracle

CHORUS:
Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I never could keep
When I look into your eyes I know that it’s true
God must have spent a little more time on you

In all of creation
all things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold when you came in this world
And I’m trying hard to figure out just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That’s deep inside
Leaves me purified

(CHORUS)

Never thought that love could feel like this
And you changed my world with just one kiss
How can it be that right here with me There’s an angel It’s a miracle

(CHORUS)

This is the day of my first post. As promised, I’ll give Queenie a gift for her 20th birthday this June 8, 2008. I knew her last 26th of September, year 2005, in the quadrangle of UIC (Upper Palengke Branch). It’s so funny to be meeting the guys I’ll be playing with for the first time in basketball at the very start of our first match against the Juniors. We were highschool studs back then. I met Clipsee, and Joan Angelica, too. And on that very day, I never thought that the playful, (sometimes serious) Queenie will play a big role in my life for the coming years. I’ll not get into details ‘cause she’ll surely choke me to death if I will. (Peace out,Queng!)

Anyway, this simple gift is all I can give to my beloved friend who had been with me for the past eight years. Although we have a very ugly past, it was never a hindrance for us to know each other so well. I really love this gurl so bad, that I can go to the other end of the world just to see her smile. She may think I know her so well, that I can figure out her problems and issues for her. But the real reason behind it is that I see myself in her the same way she sees herself in me.

Maybe, that’s it for now. Adieu.

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